Anna's slave diary

May 12

the piercing

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? tonight we gonna have some special kind of fun… we will join a soft world bdsm party… some friends will show up and we might find some time for dancing, hon… ohhhh, thank You, Ma’am, i would love to dance with You, my beautiful Mistress… ohhhh I am sure you will, sweetheart, but you will be blindfolded the whole night… ohhhhh, if You wish, Ma’am… indeed, honey… you have to learn to be comfortable with it, even in public… i will do my best, Ma’am … I’m pretty sure, my little one… will you choose the dress for me, Ma’am? I will, Anna, so listen while I give you some instructions… beside the blindfold and my collar of course, you will have some black shiny stilettos… well, and some hand- and anklecuffs, that’s it… ohhh, fine, thank You, Ma’am… you’re welcome, love… I will lead you by my leash, so you will find the way… but keep in mind, I want you to move gracefully, darling, even on stairs… show me your blind trust and I will guard you, so don’t mind, pet… thank You, Ma’am… you will be safe, girl, but due to my choice of your nice outfit, you will be exposed to the wild party crowd completely, so if someone touches you, you will tell me immediately, okay darling? yes, of course, Ma’am… fine… when I take a seat at the bar or on a recliner, you will kneel beside me… of course, Ma’am… well that’s it, moreover this isn’t the first vanilla party we will visit, so you know how to behave anyway, sweetie… yes, my lovely Owner… ahhhh, there’s one more thing, my sweet slave… yes, Ma’am? you will get a nice piercing… uhhhh… yes, on your inner labia… ohhhhh… you know, I like to surprise you, honey… it will be set by a specialist who likes to do it within a public performance, especially for me… that is truly a surprise, thank You, Ma’am… and you don’t mind because of the piercing, girl? it is Your wish, Ma’am, and i am Yours… you are, Anna, completely… and I know that you enjoy it to be my property…  so I like to see a smile on your face over all the time, no matter the pain, sweetie… and afterwards we will find some soft tunes, so we could dance the night away… while I play with your new jewelry 

Apr 17

out of control

ohhhhh my sweet Mistress, did i ever told You how much i love it to repose this way… quietly listening to the anodyne and so intimate sounds while my head is resting in Your lap… truly i love it and i am craving for Your hands stroking softly through my hair… there’s no better place, not for me… and i could lay here, in-between Your thighs, endlessly… and especially after such a delicate and exhausting torture… i think it must be hours since You stopped, maybe i am wrong, because time is relative and could be deceptive… anyway, even now i find myself jerking from time to time… but one is for sure, never before You offered me so many blows… honestly i wonder about myself… how much i am able to sustain? and why it excites me so much? but You know me better than i do and so You led me far behind any edge i thought i could stand… i have to admit, my beloved Mistress, intermittent i thought to lose my consciousness… well, certainly it was just the fear, i think… the fear to be too fragile, the fear to disappoint You… but my love to You prevailed… and the lust… sheer overwhelming… it isn’t the pain in itself… nope, it is the knowledge that i can’t stop it… what makes me wet… being out of control, completely… totally exposed to You and stripped down to my origin… with moistened blindfolds and inner thighs… with juddering overstrained muscles, desperately trying to keep my assigned pose… with the feel of losing my strength with every new impact… and with a most lustful moaning that can’t keep track with the frequency of Your fine crop… then… suddenly… it stops… with a tenderly kiss on my forehead… with my devotion to Your ecstasizing device… and finally… to be reassembled… to be reborn in Your gentle lap… awwwwwwwwwww… Anna sweetie, are You okay? ohhhhhhh yes, my beautiful Owner, i am… thought you were dreaming, my little pet… it is like a dream to be Yours, Ma’am… ohhhh sweetheart, I love you… but don’t forget to clean up my precious crop


Mar 20

breathtaking

Your elegant fingers are stroking through my hair since quite a while… it seems that Your beautiful mind is wandering through luxuriant spring tide fields… since one hour i am not allowed to speak, but i wouldn’t do so anyway …to break the silence… a very pleasant and salving kind of silence… i am floating… so close to You… soft waves of pure love suffuse me… Your fingers start to wander down my face… so soft… like clouds over green smooth hills… to stop above my open wet lips… finally… evoking a smile… and a welcome touch through my tongue… You know how much i love it… while Your hand is lowering like a feather in slow motion, one of Your fingers is penetrating my mouth… awwwwwwwww i just love to lick it passionately… but it was just a whistle-stop… because now Your gentle hand covers my hungry mouth and nose… it seems that You just rest for a while upon Your well known and owned territory… then Your beautiful eyes meet mine… and slowly You enhance the pressure… with an overwhelming momentum of pure lust i start to kiss Your covering soft palm… my breath is running through the slowly closing vents in-between Your fingers… like a crystal mirror it reflects the total and natural control You have over me… there is no escape… not even a longing for… because i am Yours… completely and willingly… from time to time You open little rifts… to let me catch some breath… but these breaks turn shorter and rarer in time… constantly our eyes are in close contact… without the need to validate, You know that my nipples and my clit are in a state of lustful excitement… and the former soft waves inside of me turning into tidal waves to wash away my consciousness… or almost… while gasping for breath i am close to cum… my eyes are begging You… searching for the releasing sign in Your eyes… but instead You cover my eyes with Your hand while Your lips merge into mine… and while i breathe Your breath, You remind me that i am not allowed to cum


Feb 14

the model

okay Anna, now kiss the tips of her shoes… woww, yes that’s perfect, sweetheart… one more try… okay, that’s it, next set… Nadja, take her by the leash and lead her to follow you… absolutely great… love that… thank You! Anna, I will tell your owner that You have done a great job… you have the ability to do exactly what I tell you, without any inhibitions and directly at the point… thank You, Ma’am… ohhhh, honey, please don’t call me “Ma’am”, today you are a model, even if slaves and models have many things in common, I guess… so for you it’s “Fiona”, okay? yes, thank You, Fiona… you are welcome, Anna… so now, I need some more shots, some mood pictures for the new lookbook… we have to drive to a new location, I have hired a authentic dungeon… the second crew is already there and we have to hurry… as You wish, Fiona… that’s what I want to hear, sweetheart… you have to know I wasn’t sure to choose a slave instead of a professional model, but your owner told me that you are a natural and you would be the perfect match to my new collection… and like you could see, it has a lot of fetish and BDSM attitudes… is it a new fashion trend, Fiona? well, since the eighties of the last century many designers likes to work with such things, from time to time, but actually you can see it on catwalks around the globe… it always makes it special, I think… do you like such things, Anna? well, i like what my Owner choose to dress me, and usually i am naked… ohh, that’s great, because for the moods I need you to be naked, or almost… hope you are not shy to show yourself in public? ohhhhh no, Fiona, that’s fine …and my Mistress told me to do everything to fulfill Your wishes, so please don’t care about me… i like to serve, that’s what keeps me spinning… I see, okay, so here we are, let’s have some fun in the dungeon… I want to see you here, tied up and fixed to the wall… maybe a model should whip you… is that okay, Anna? yes, sure, feel free to use me… I will… so could you look a bit more seducing, honey? yesss, that’s it… stay in pose, I want to have some different angles… woww, thank you… my pleasure, Fiona… hmmmm, may I should take you with me, afterwards… if You like, i am Yours until tomorrow… yes, that’s what she told me… and… that you are trained to be a perfect pleasure slave… ohhhh, if that’s what she told You… but still there is so many i have to learn… awwwwwwww honey, you are so sweet… so if you don’t mind, we will see, if you could learn something, tonight… but before we have to finish the shooting… so give me a bright smile while your nipples are tortured by strict clamps and Kate is landing her blows on Your sexy bum 

Jan 24

the auction - part 2

i am excited… but i am not allowed to display it… moreover it would be awkward… awkward to me? ha, that’s funny, i don’t have to feel shame in any way, but it would embarrass the reputation of my beloved trainer and Owner… so i try to distract myself… but still my nipples are hardened and i fear to wet my thighs… of course i am well trained, but this is so special… it must be hours since i took my referred place, still on my knees, without any visible movement… like a nude sculpture in a museum… and similar to that, everyone of the bidder could read my record, displayed just right next to me… i wasn’t allowed to study it, but i am pretty sure it tells everything about me… well, there is nothing to hide anyway, not for me… from time to time single persons or even couples stop and read it, some even inspect me with the also proffered examination gloves… invading my well displayed holes and even survey my teeth or anything else… usually my view is lowered, so i just can see their skirts, pants and shoes… but i am allowed to raise my view or even to speak, if it is the wish of the bidder… still it surprised me that it is so silent for such a great hall… with many displayed slaves kneeling on their block, ready for the auction… ready for their new Owner, they probably never saw before… ready to serve and obey them… and maybe ready to fall in love with them… and all of this just because they feel the drive to serve and have the need to be owned… like me… and only a few of them are here today for charity reasons, like i am… so i will be sold for just two weeks only and afterwards i will be back to my beloved Mistress… but even that is very thrilling… to be in the hands of a strange woman or man… well they say, as a true slave you have to be bi anyway, but of course even a slave has it’s preferences… but they are petty… so who cares? moreover to me it is just for a short period of time… and i will have new experiences… mmmmmmm like the strange fingers running down my spine, just to stop for a split-second as they reached my tushy to slap it several times… maybe to have an impression of the skin reaction… i don’t know, but it is greatly appreciated as a nice distraction… because i have to manage myself to keep my pose… nonetheless a soft moan leaked my mouth as these fingers penetrate me… Anna sweetie? ohhhh, yes, Ma’am? are you dreaming, darling? nope, Ma’am, i just reminding the charity auction… i see, so would you like to join it a second time, sweetheart? if it is Your wish, Ma’am, but i am happy to have found You, my sweet Mistress… i know, hon, and You could be sure to be mine forever… and just by the way, my little slave, the kitchen floor is still tarnished… ohhhhhhhhh, i am sorry, Ma’am, i am on my way… good girl 


Jan 10

punishment

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? I have thought about the torture you have reported yesterday, love… and I am very happy that you have survived it… yes, Ma’am, thank You… believe me, during these days i wasn’t sure if i would… ohhhh yes, sweetheart, you could be lucky that this woman who used you as her whore wasn’t part of the mentioned worldwide human trafficking, otherwise you wouldn’t be here anymore… i know, my sweet Mistress, i have fought against those criminals… yes, you told me about your feministic group you’ve joined as you were at the university, but you run in a similar situation even though …and this, darling, has to be punished, even after all the years… i know, i was feather-headed, Ma’am… ha… that’s a big understatement, my sweet little slave… there are no excuses for a slave, even if you’ve longed for the real thing, hon… well, indeed this was real and so I don’t ask you if you have enjoyed parts of it, but, my darling, this kind of reality has nothing in common with the D/s-BDSM world we call our lifestyle, so bend over to receive some good reminders …and don’t forget to start counting, love… yes, Ma’am, thank You


Jan 09

the date - part 2

awwwwwwwwww thank You, Ma’am… you are welcome, Anna sweetie… so let me wipe off your tears hon and then go on with your report… yes, Ma’am… well, the second date with her was similar to the first… she picked me up in the club, blindfolded me and we drove to her apartment, she tied me to her bed, she used me and this time in addition she also whipped me, afterwards she drove me back and dropped me out like trash… I see, love, but what was your motivation to see her again? You know, my sweet Mistress, before i met You, i always was searching for the real thing, i played so many games, but they never really satisfied me… and she was real? yes, i thought… okay, but this wasn’t all i guess, Anna? true, Ma’am… after some time she contacted me again via mail, she told me that if i really like to be treated like a slave i should meet her again… and she asked for some more time, at least seven days in a row… so i took some days off to meet her… she told me that this time we will drive to a different location and i should step into the trunk of her car… before she closed it, she tied me up an gagged me… well, this time it was different, she has promised it, so i let things happened… and you trusted her, sweetheart? not really, but so far she never harmed me seriously, Ma’am… and on the other side, well, it excited me… ohh, dear… so finally the car stopped, it must be hours ago since the journey started, but it was still dark… she released me from the bonding around my ankles… instead she collared me and led me with the attached leash into a country house, built in a typical southern style… i followed her into a huge bedroom, furnished in a very abundant way… like the dates before she tied me to the bed, then she left the room for about one hour… i was a bit tired and fall to sleep as she came in, followed by a woman i never saw before…  both were very attractive and so i thought, okay, let’s have a nice threesome… but she just told her friend, well i thought, she was her friend, that she could use me for everything she likes… she took a seat in front of the bed and her friend had her way with me… at first she slapped me in the face and fingered my pussy, then she used a strap-on to fuck me, hard as i never had it before… after she finished her thing, she and my mysterious date left the room, without any word… i needed some time but then i fall to sleep again… a collared maid woke me up and took my leash to lead me to the adjoining bath, as i cleaned myself, i saw some breakfast on the floor, nearby the bed… and believe me, i was hungry and thirsty… afterwards she tied me back to the bed… then my chosen Mistress for the seven days came in, again followed by a strange woman… she was in her mid fifties, i supposed, but in a good condition… she also used me and forced me to drink her pee… all of this repeated over the next days, i was used by so many strange women and later on also men, I stopped to count them… a few times i was used by couples or even more involved persons… i was fucked, forced to blow jobs and similar things, lashed, caned, cutted, tortured in many ways and anything else You can imagine… finally i was stowed back into the trunk and disposed in the same dark and dirty alley… well, that’s it, Ma’am… ohhhh my dear, I am very sorry for it, sweetie… i needed a few days to recover… I can imagine, love… did you contacted the police, hon? nope, You see, it was my own decision to follow her… but, well for sure the whole thing reminded me a bit on human trafficking… please see, Ma’am, as i studied i joined a feministic group and we organized demonstrations against it and suddenly i found myself into such a situation, just because i love to be owned and used… i was very confused… I see, darling, and again, I am very sorry for your experiences, but this wasn’t the real thing you were searching for… also there is a huge difference between being using someone as a sex slave to exploit her body and a true serious ownership of a slave by her own free will… yes, so true, Ma’am, of course i love it to be used, but there’s also one thing which is very important to me… and at least this piece was missing… love… indeed, Anna sweetie… but now, you are mine, and I love you, Anna… yes, my beautiful Owner, and i love You… true, and this is the only way it should be


Dec 20

a lustful device

lustful waves suffuse me… it seems to me that i try to control it for hours now, try to control the natural consequences… cause i hate it to disappoint You… it is part of the training, You told me… ohhhh yes, it is a torture, even though a very sweet kind of it… so from time to time i move against the tight ravishment, try to escape the anxiety for relief… You know that it isn’t easy, but You wouldn’t ask for it if it would… a matter of control, control of the body You own… so it is just Your right… and i try to divert myself, to fight for Your right, but even the gag still diffuses Your delicious flavor in my mouth… so all You might can hear is my suppressed moan… if You are around, if You monitor me… i am not sure, since You covered my eyes and plugged my ears… ohhhhhhhhhhh please, Ma’am, i am not sure how long i could stand it anymore… i beg You with my inner voice… but the vib is still purring on top of my thrilled shiny clit… suddenly i sense Your soft warm lips on my forehead and within seconds You remove the earplugs, so i could hear You… I am sorry, Anna sweetie, I was on the phone and forgot about time… awwww, but now there is no longer a need for this little device… let me replace it with my tongue and show me, how obedient You are, love… and if You satisfy me and follow my wish, well … maybe you will be allowed to cum for me, hon… awwwwwwwww thank You, Ma’am… it’s okay sweetheart, well maybe tomorrow 


Dec 08

the date

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? did you ever made experiences in online dating, hon? ohhhhh yes, Ma’am, several years ago i had a online affair with dominant lady… after a while she wanted to meet me… she chose a seedy SM club… to my surprise her appearance made a great contrast to the environment… her shiny tight black leather dress punctuated her tantalizing curves and she was as beautiful as her online pictures suggested… so i followed her home… blindfolded, like it was her wish… at home she told me to strip down everything except of my underwear… then she tied me to her bed and removed the blindfold… it was a very luxurious room with warm colors and so i felt comfortable in my ravishment… she let me alone for some time… suddenly she appeared with a sharp knife in her hand… she focused me purposeful and started to kiss my well draped and helpless body… i tried to talk to her, but she commanded me to be silent… then she cut up my panties and my bra… as she kissed my lips she had her knife close to my throat… i wanted to start to cry out, but her eyes signalized to remain silent… she reached out for her strap-on and worked on me hard and implacable… again i was surprised… all of this excited me… and so it doesn’t needed much time before i was shaken by a huge orgasm… i noticed just a flighty smile on her face, but she didn’t cared and continued to use me… after awhile she untied me, told me to dress and blindfolded me again… finally she dropped me out of her car in a grungy lane near the club… did you regretted to meet her, sweetheart? of course not, Ma’am, You know always i longed for the real thing… and that was real, no game


Nov 29

the candlelight dinner

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? are you ready, darling? ohh yes, Ma’am, thank You for this lovely candlelight dinner… my pleasure, love… You know i like this restaurant and the beautiful ocean view, and please let me… stop, Anna! ohh, i just wanted to show You my gratefulness… mmmm, of course, sweetie, but I have something else in mind… so, for a special kind of dessert I want you to follow me to the ladies’ room, now… awwwwwww… shhhh, sweetheart… on my wish you will undress everything except of my collar, and I will store your clothes in my bag… then I’ll leave you… your task is to offer every adult woman, no matter age or appearance, your kind service… you will be rewarded for every success, slave, so use all your alluring skills and let me see how well trained you are… and this small cam will record your activities… so have fun, my sweet pleasure slave 


Nov 14

the auction

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? soon you will be on an auction for charity reasons… ohhhhhh …yes, darling, you will be sold for two weeks to the highest bidder… this will be a extraordinary experience… you will kneel naked on your block, not allowed to raise your sight or to speak, except it is requested… the prospective buyers are free to inspect and test you for a limited time… the one who will collar you finally, will be your new owner for the contract duration and of course you will serve and obey like you do it for me, hon… yes, Ma’am, if it is your wish… yes, love, it is for a good reason and moreover you will learn how it feels to be completely in someone’s hands even if you don’t know or love this person… and now shut up and let me tease my sweet slave… mmmmmmm


Nov 06

a conversation with consequences

Anna sweetie? do you remember the forest two weeks ago, hon? yes, Ma’am… we were in a forest at daytime… you were tied to a huge tree… your legs were spread wide, your eyes were covered… it was warm, so you didn’t start to freeze but nonetheless a light wind caused some goose bumps to Your bare skin in that very moment as you heard some steps near you… you haven’t heard a noise except of the birds singsong since I told you that I have to return to the car because of my missing cell phone… so you asked… is that You, my beautiful Mistress? but instead of an verbal answer You felt long sharp fingernails stroking through Your exposed thighs… so tell me now darling, do you felt sensations of lust or fear in that special moment? …hehe, well my beautiful Owner, You know my answer already… of course i enjoyed this scene, because i love to be used this way… and because i trust You …that You will protect me always and ever to avoid any serious harm… good answer, sweetheart, trust is a major part in our relationship …and of course I will protect my property… but on the other hand, my sweet slave, you never could know how far I will go… yes, true, Ma’am, but this would be wearisome anyway… maybe, slave, but it isn’t up to you to evaluate it… ohhh, i am sorry, my Mistress, of course not, please forgive me… oh yes, of course, darling, after we have dedusted the cane…