Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? kneel down and tell me… regarding your former relationships… yes, Ma’am? what was the major difference to now, hon? well, all of them were dominants, but… only part time… please don’t get me wrong, Ma’am, i loved them… but there was a lack, always… You know, Ma’am, it is okay if someone likes to play, but to me it is my life, simply the way i am… also they gave me safewords and such things… to me it makes no sense if i have a kind of veto… for example if they tied me up and if i had the chance to say, please stop it, it is too tight or i am too tired… or if they gave me a set of blows and at any time i had the chance to break it up… You know, my beautiful Mistress, even when i am beyond the edge and i think i can’t stand it any longer, it is the knowledge that i have absolutely no chance to stop it… this makes it so special, so real… then i know that i am truly owned… and this is what i feel now, since i am Your property… this is true, like my love for You